Why? I always felt, empty, mad, and depressed. I never knew why, until . . .
I'm 32 years old, have been married for fifteen years, and have three children. I was raised up going to different churches and being forced to go. I lived in a very strict home where I could not enjoy myself as a teenager doing different things. It caused me to leave home at a young age.
I was seventeen when I got married. I had my first child at the age of eighteen. When I turned 21, I started to go out to the clubs. I would drink alcohol and smoke cigarettes and marijuana. I made a habit of doing these things a lot. It put a strain on my marriage, and my husband and I had a lot of problems. I had a bad attitude but never wanted to admit it. I pushed away my spouse and others.
Eventually, I started to visit my mother's church. I got saved at a ladies meeting, and it was wonderful. I had been saved before but was backslidden. I knew this time was going to be different, and it was because God filled the empty place inside of me. I was rebellious before and did not like constructive criticism.
Now, I know what I have to do to grow as a Christian. It is all in the best book you can ever read, the Holy Bible. It is all about having a personal relationship with Jesus Christ.
There are many things that I still struggle with today, but I have the Lord on my side to guide me. I am not perfect, but I know the Lord is there for me and He will be there for you too.
I hope that you let the Lord work in your life the way He worked in mine. I don't feel depressed, mad, or empty anymore because the Lord has filled my life with joy, peace, and fulfillment.
Dear Reader - are you at peace with God? If not, you can be. Do you know what awaits you when you die? You can have the assurance from God that heaven will be your home, if you would like to be certain. Either Jesus Christ died for yours sins, or He didn't (He did!). Are you prepared to stand before God on the Judgment Day and tell Him that you didn't need the shed blood of Jesus Christ on the Cross to have your sins forgiven and get in right-standing with God? We plead with you ... please don't make such a tragic mistake.
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