I wanted someone to love me, but I was looking in all the wrong places...
I was born in the state of Indiana. As a child, my family was in and out of church. When I was in the 9th grade, my mother got very sick. At that time, my life changed and things were very hard at home. By the time I was in 12th grade, I was looking for someone to love me (as a person), but I was looking in the wrong places. I ran away at age 18. A man held a knife to my throat and told me he would kill me in front of his little girl. I tried drugs and alcohol. I lived in some of the worst places you can imagine. I had cancer and went through treatment for two years. As I was going through treatment, I started looking into church with my uncle. I thought, 'With all I have done, can I still be saved?' Still not able to feel loved as a person, I started looking for a family. I found a man I loved. We married thinking we would never be able to have kids because of the cancer. Yet, God gave me a little girl. I got to have my second child, which everyone also thought couldn't happen. Then, things took a turn for the worse. My husband decided to choose things other than our two miracle children and me. It was at this time I found someone who really cares. That someone is Jesus Christ. There I was with a four day old baby, a two year old child, and a husband who wanted me to help him kill himself. Jesus helped me get through that situation. With the help of Jesus I got through the divorce. Jesus has taken care of all of our needs. I have a house, healthy children, and the right people to be with. I am still cancer free and give God all the praise for that. That doesn't mean things never get rough, but it is easier knowing that... My God can do anything!!!
If you are looking for someone to love you, He does. God loves you so much that He sent His son Jesus Christ to the cross, to die for your sins. God's arms are wide open just waiting for you. Receive God's love today.
I WANTED SOMEONE TO LOVE ME
Dear Reader - are you at peace with God? If not, you can be. Do you know what awaits you when you die? You can have the assurance from God that heaven will be your home, if you would like to be certain. Either Jesus Christ died for yours sins, or He didn't (He did!). Are you prepared to stand before God on the Judgment Day and tell Him that you didn't need the shed blood of Jesus Christ on the Cross to have your sins forgiven and get in right-standing with God? We plead with you ... please don't make such a tragic mistake.
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